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TamSketchit

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Hello

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It's been a while since I've made any sort of update. So hi.


This year has been a bad year for me creatively. At the end of last year, I was swearing to myself that I would try and write and draw more. But then, around November, my computer broke down while having a small issue fixed., and the repair shop I took it to dragged out the process of repairing it for like three months, until they finally just gave me a refurbished better laptop to make it up to me.


Once I got it back part way into this year, I just sort of never really got that creative drive back. I've done a few small projects here and there, and I've had so many ideas, but I never got around to working on anything major.


The advent of AI art and writing did not help. I am ashamed to say I've had multiple phases of becoming addicted to it over the past year, especially in the realm of chatbots, something I'm still trying to break myself of. The instant gratification of having AI make my ideas into reality further cut back on my desire to use my own art and writing for that.


And then, most recently, I went through a great personal tragedy. To not relay the full story, the tldr is that my father, who I lived with, passed away unbelievably due to an undiagnosed medical issue. I'm still sort of reeling from the reality of the situation.


This tragedy has at least shaken me out of my comfort zone though. A lot of things are going to have to change in my life, and one of those things I'm hoping is that I am going to try and reinvigorate my creative drive. Admittedly, I'm also realizing that perhaps losing it in the first place might be a sign of depression I'd been ignoring, so might need to look into that, but regardless, I am hoping to return to drawing and writing in this coming year.


Thank you for reading my little New Year's post. I hope you have a good year ahead of you.

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This is a question I've been asking myself lately, especially today.


For years, I've classified anything of a fetishy nature as NSFW, mature, etc. Even if it didn't include anything overtly sexual. Lately, I've been opening up more to the idea that a character having a curvy figure isn't inherently NSFW, that I can put the General Content tag on it, etc. But where's the line? Is it just sex and genitals? Or does a picture meant to arouse with a specific fetish make it NSFW, even if there's nothing actually sexual in the picture? It's all very confusing, and I cannot come up with a clear answer.

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Crobra Ideas

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Thomas the Crobra by TamSketchit

So, I got this new fursona, right? But I haven't done anything with them except for this reference. And while I've got ideas, I haven't been motivated to do anything with them in what little free time I have these days.

So I figured I'd ask you guys if there's anything you think would be interesting to see with them. From regular stuff to fetish content, whatever you'd like to see me do with this character, I'll hear it out and see if I get inspired by something.
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Purge

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One of my old stories from when I was a teenager and hung out exclusively on DA got deleted for pornographic content. This was a story from eight years ago, so instead of being upset over that all I can wonder is "What the hell took you guys so long to find this and delete it? How poorly are you moderating this website that this crap slipped under the radar for that long?!"

Anyway, this prompted me to go on a deletion purge of all of my old, cringy art from back when I used MS Paint and had no idea how anything was supposed to look. I left up a few of my early MLP things, just for comparison's sake.

Looking through all of that crap has made me appreciate my current style much more. While it's not what I would like and I still want to keep getting better, I have come a long way in the past four years that I started taking art seriously.

Also, good god was I immature back then. I mean, that's to be expected, I was a teenager lying about his age on an art site so that he could post crudely drawn smut. And man, was I freaking proud of that crap. Hell, I remember a few times where I tried to harass much better artists into doing art trades with me because I for some reason felt like I was on equal footing with them! What a joke.

That said, I want to be clear that I have nothing against cringy art. Because for as much as I hate all of the stuff I just deleted, I still have to admit that it was all part of my journey to getting where I am today. Just because it was not good art doesn't mean it didn't have value. Because when I drew that stuff, I felt like I was the best thing ever. Yeah, I was as cringy as my artwork, but what I wouldn't give to have half as much pride in my work today as I did back then.

So here's a memorial to all my old crap art. Thank you for helping me get where I am. Drawing you made me so happy, and while you are undoubtedly shit, you were my shit. And now you are all gone forever and I hope to never see any of you ever again.

If you're still reading this and you draw art that people call cringy: Good on you. You draw that art if it makes you happy. Sure, you can improve, and someday you may look back on it and regret it. But that's up to you and no one else. You wanna draw porn? Go ahead, though preferably be over 18 and also don't post it to DA because they are stricter than teenage me thought. You wanna draw crazy OCs? Go ahead, get creative. You wanna draw offensive crap? Don't. Please, I know that may seem hypocritical but just... don't. I know you might say it's not going to hurt anyone, but... it is. That's not okay. Just please don't. And if you take offense to me saying that... go away and never speak to me again, I don't want to associate with you. You are an unpleasant person.

Anyway, got really weirdly off track there I know. I don't know how to end this. So I'm just going to end it here.
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CYOAs?

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So, in my last journal, I asked you guys a lot of questions. One of which was would you be interested in seeing some things that I haven't really tried yet, including CYOAs. Well, CYOAs placed second on that list (below YCH auctions, which I'm flattered about by the way.)

Then I realized that there are multiple definitions of CYOAs, and I'm semi-equally interested in all of them.

So here's a follow-up survey about that.

www.strawpoll.me/14877787

EDIT: It would appear that between the last time I checked and now, CYOAs overtook YCH for the lead. So this is actually even more relevant.
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